Friday, January 2, 2009

So Over Him...

After I finally gotten over him, moving on with my life was quite easy. Back to my normal self, where all i have to worry about is school -> crazy friends -> my very loving siblings, who won’t say NO for a fight! happy family actually :] and most importantly is MYSELF.

Well, The breakup was kinda sad and painful at first. It’s like im living in an exhausting, depressing, parallel universe. But after all the dramas and being so emo for the past weeks, I’ve decided to leave it all behind and go on with my life. I don’t want to imprison myself from my past. Past is PAST! No matter how I want to make things right and go over my past, It’s never gonna change. It was supposed to happen, right? and Im glad it did. I could’nt have realized my worth if not for the breakup. It’s was like really doomed to happen to make things fall into place. and even though I still want to salvage the little feelings i have for him, I decided NOT to.

Anyhow, things are much peaceful this time. And much lightly to take. So I should just live for the moment and don’t look over my past..and do things right as much as possible this time. Who know’s? my other half is already waiting for me out there. ready to play catcher this time, when i fall for his tactics..lölx..

But at this moment…I just want to cherish the moment of being SO over HIM.. :]

Thursday, January 1, 2009

NEW YEARS RESOLUTION!!!

My New Year’s Resolution:

1. Never wear make-up in class! (Simplicity is beauty) :]

2. eat less carbs

3. wear light colors this time. (even though my mood is often gray)

4. NO “in-between snacks” again! and try losing weight! (what’s more nicer than having voluptuous figure? hahaha! ö

5. Study harder to make it to the Deans List.. (hahaha! I’ll never ever be able to make this one happen! I’m a sucker for academics yo!)

6. No to realationships. (can’t take another heartache) waah! ö

7. YEs to friendships (what’s better than having many friends?)

8. NO boys.boys.boys.and BOYS!

9. Hmm…do household chores..no lazy-head this time.

10. Try to control temper. :]

For the time being…I just want to sleep. my feet is aching..huhuhu.. ;[