Changes...

“Its funny how everyday, nothing changes…but when you look back..everything has changed…”

I’ve always known that Change is the only constant in this world. And that a person changes either for: better or worst.

Sometimes I wonder why some people chooses the latter.

and it’s sad that sometimes..I’m one of them…

Last week was one of the most longest weeks in my life. So many things have changed and happened.
First, hmm..i don’t even want to talk about it! :]

Second..well, I did well on my report. And until now i can’t believe that the Monster has given me that kind of grade. He was my number one enemy, remember? hehehe..:]

Third, I failed. A major subject! Oh..now i know that this was all a mistake. I mean, let’s just say…I’m on the stage of sour-graping where all i could do to make myself better is to say ” i was really never meant to become a nurse”. But maybe i’ve expected this thing to happen. I know I really never took it seriously since form the start. So why would i even bother to feel sorry for my loss? LOlx. Hey, i’m being pathetic again.

So now Im smiling..maybe even grinning form ear to ear! My name is there posted in front of the large Bulletin board where everyone in school can see it and say how dumb I am for failing even the most easiest subject for BSN-2!! haha! So what? This is one cool story to tell when i grow old. haha!

Anyway..From that day I saw my name there on that stupid Bulletin..I promised myself that i will make this up..and I will do better this finals. (anyways, It’s finals week this week…So wait and see losers! You’ll eat what’ve you all said!) haha!

Hey there’s still the FOURTH!

4th..Hmm, I’m in search for Mr. RIGHT, right now..hahaha! kidding! XD
So there are this changes that made me just sit cool-ly in my seat and the changes that motivated me to do better.

And i wonder how many millions of changes i’ll still undergo for the coming bitter-sweet-sour-salty years! Hmmm.. :]