Moving on..

Once upon a time…I fell in love, But it ended too soon. And it has affected me so much..so much that i never thought it would leave A scar in my heart. A Scar that will be a constant reminder of how LOVE hurts. It’s the first heartache that I’ve ever had so far.
I often ask myself where the hell I went wrong? The fact that i didn’t tried my best to keep it? to make it work? maybe..So now this is the consequence. PURELY pain.

As i move through the gray color of my own world, I realized that each day..I’m living my life like HELL. Caught in my own despair, trapped in my own miseries, blinded by pain. Each day I’m waking up to the fact that in this world..nothing lasts forever…
Quitting is not the perfect excuse. You’ll be a loser if you quit but it seems like its the only option. :[

I dont want to be a loser. LOSERS are weak. -> Im not -

Well, we do have our weaknesses..and sometimes in this life..we have to accept our weaknesses. and my weakness is HIM.. God knows i tried so hard to forget him but i can’t… and it seems that whenever he’ll reach for me again, I can’t totally push him away.
It seems like love has a habit of coming back. lolx..

i dont want it back okay? once is enough for a wise person. even though I think i love him still…or that’s what i think..I know how to keep a word. Im through with the person. with HIM.

I know this emptiness is only for sometime, coz I’m certain that after the great big storm, there’s always a silver lining, like what they say. right? Everything happens for a reason. Maybe beacause there’s someone much much better that’ll come.

So i should be excited ’bout it.. YEAH!! Cheer up.. :]